31 times I’ve fallen apart, had my heart depart to another’s chest.
31 times I’ve been pushed and bruised, been cheated and used by him.
31 times I’ve had to been the strong one who created their own fight song just to make it through a long night
31 times I’ve started this race and fallen on my knees in disgrace
31 times I’ve faced your bizarre distaste in my ways to hasten love in this life.
31 times I’ve found my heart crushed on the ground at your feet and die with it in defeat.
31 times I’ve seen your smile and watched a while so that after quite some time I will not forget the time we had.
31 times I’ve given trust and only found you looking for lust.
31 times I’ve rocked your world just to find your swirl of emotions dragging me down.
31 times I’ve cried at night after a long hard fight.
31 times I’ve given you my hand, but you didn’t understand what it meant to be a man.
31 times I’ve created this rhyme just hoping that one time you would read it and sigh knowing you hurt me inside.